THOUGH I REGRET
I cry of despair I regret all my actions I sin against myself I offend creations And I failed to obey the creator His command I disobey His forbidden I adore I swim in dirty pool Though I regret. I go back again Again, again and again.... I'm losing hope of forgiveness How many times have I sought forgiveness Yet I go back to the crime. I've always wanted to be good, not mundane; Worst of them I am Though I regret. It's very bad and I hate it I keep going back but I hate it Had sin had odour No living being would survive sitting next to me I am an adamant sinner I tell myself: I hate it, yet I go back Is it that am feeble and powerless Or I willingly surrender myself Though I regret. Regretting is not enough Do I even truly regret? Why then do I go back again? Am I deceiving myself? How...